Am I just alone or lonely?

I am not lonely but just living alone..

My goals are perosnal so I work alone..

coz when you call on some they are gone..

My sorrows are just hidden and not gone..

I am not lonely but just growing alone..

Dear Rain, Wash away my pain

Looking out my window I watch it rain...

I look back at time I went through pain..

Some I lost some I gain..

Today let it rain and was away my pain..

I start tomorrow new with no stain

Wrong or Right?

Awake on the wrong side of night...

Fiddling with my fibers I write...

Sanity slips but I hold on tight...

Lost in my darkness searchin for light...

Pulled out of blindness by light...

By the hand of Lord almight..

Bifurcation of wrong from right?

I could only tell once I entered in the light...

You may never know why he is high!!

Everyone thinks that he drinks only to get high...

Little do they know the reason for why he got high..

Maybe when the inner voice is on a pitch very high..

Maybe when to gather the courage to say goodbye..

Maybe to take those leaps to say Hi..

Next time take a guess why is he high...

Where to Start?

so much on my mind.. where to start..

Sometimes I'm lost or just sane retard..

I traversed berserked made some way from start..

And then the wait before sleep ended.. led to a new start...

So much on my mind.. I still don't know where to start..