Am I just alone or lonely?

I am not lonely but just living alone..

My goals are perosnal so I work alone..

coz when you call on some they are gone..

My sorrows are just hidden and not gone..

I am not lonely but just growing alone..

Dear Rain, Wash away my pain

Looking out my window I watch it rain...

I look back at time I went through pain..

Some I lost some I gain..

Today let it rain and was away my pain..

I start tomorrow new with no stain

Wrong or Right?

Awake on the wrong side of night...

Fiddling with my fibers I write...

Sanity slips but I hold on tight...

Lost in my darkness searchin for light...

Pulled out of blindness by light...

By the hand of Lord almight..

Bifurcation of wrong from right?

I could only tell once I entered in the light...

You may never know why he is high!!

Everyone thinks that he drinks only to get high...

Little do they know the reason for why he got high..

Maybe when the inner voice is on a pitch very high..

Maybe when to gather the courage to say goodbye..

Maybe to take those leaps to say Hi..

Next time take a guess why is he high...

Where to Start?

so much on my mind.. where to start..

Sometimes I'm lost or just sane retard..

I traversed berserked made some way from start..

And then the wait before sleep ended.. led to a new start...

So much on my mind.. I still don't know where to start..

Thought of the night..

I just wish what I think we could right..

All my thoughts in a sleepless night..

While my mind processes last day and makes it right..

While the world moves from dark to light...

My heart and mind tussle and there is no clear winner of the fight..

Let the darkness be gone and there be light.. 

Shall I Battle or just take a bow??

Whose to say where is god. UP or below..

Why we reap only what we sow..

We walk the path that god only did draw..

So don't we reap what god made us sow..

Shall I battle my fate or just take a bow..

From Darkness to Bliss!

My Darkness to My bliss. .

Today I mark beginning of an end.. 

Finally I mark end of a sharp bend.. 

I have a dream and I will walk this roads end.. 

The crest the bump the straight the bend.. 

Tomorrow is a beginning after today has reached its end..

I wonder what I earned and what did I miss. .

In my journey from this darkness to bliss..

I'm wiser and I'm older I got this. .

Lost time and lost life is what I miss. .

Had my name but lost my identity...

Had money but lost creativity. .

Had my Precious give me wings but I was in captivity..

Friends were close but lost connectivity..

My pals kept me like their own..

Chintu kochu adii while others gone..

While Arora was always there and never gone..

From eating to feeding. .

From waking to go sleeping. .

From scolding to caring. .

From having to sharing. .

For ya’ll gone.. m less lazy..

For ya’ll gone .. I drive less crazy..

It was hard to decide.. Keep trying hard or call it quit..

Continue taking blows till you break into bits..

I’ve chosen the destiny but path is his..

I’m just a pawn and master plan is his..

For he is the master and every pawn is his..

I wanna go to an enlightened dark place..

where I can see my inner spark touch its ace..

I wanna feel again a free smile on my face..

I wish to start my journey again.. and win my race

It was my darkness but now it'll my bliss. .

Don't know what I'll remember and what I'll miss..

Let the darkness be gone and there be bliss..

Let the darkness be gone and there be bliss..

Thought of the night!

Thought of the night..

I just wish what we think we could right..

All my thoughts in a sleepless night..

While my mind processes last day and makes it right..

While the world moves from dark to light...

My heart and mind tussle and there is no clear winner of the fight..

Let the darkness be gone and there be light.. 

Who are you and where are you?

In a room with a Lamborghini I will look at you..

With my glass full of Mcallan I'll drink from the one with you..

All I earn and learn shall be for you..

All I am would be for you..

I wanna talk about you with you..

Only question... Who are you... Where are you..